Hey this is my first blog. Im sure im talking to only myself lol. I have been stressing out lately. Like. I need money to go bck to chicago but of course no one in my fam that would cosign a loan for me is in good credit standing. I have no credit. & even with all the Financial aid, i still need at least a 10,000 dollar loan. My mom is gonna fill out the parent plus loan. In any regular circumstance they probably wouldnt give it to her but i pray that God hath mercy on my and her and they grant us the money. because columbia is my dream, my heart, my love. and i had some issues with going bck before and it broke my heart and i just dnt want that hurt again.. I try my hardest not to stress because i know Jesus will never fail me or put me in a position i cant get out of. I know this is where im supposed to be because countless times GOD made a way out of no way for me to be at colum. countless times. & that has not happened for any other college. I never wanted any other school but this one. Its my one & only choice. I jus pray that god make a way for me to be there, and on campus with the money so i can hurry up n get my life started again. bc once i left it felt like it was on pause. I jus pray and hope and have faith that God is gonna take care of this for me. In the bible, it says "ask & it shall be given to you". So i asked and im patiently waitng and standing on faith to recieve this extra money that i need to live my dream. It feels good to get that off of my chest. Thank you in advance for listening Jesus. Also for the money i need to be mine! Amen <3>
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